Change of Heart

Actually
I changed my mind.
I think I'm done with people.

I can't really do it anymore.
I don't like it.
It reminds me of how selfish and hypocritical I am.
It hurts other people's feelings
so I just
want to be done.



i feel like blaming someone.
saying thanks for making me afraid of you all
but really
it's all my fault.
all of it.
ALL OF IT.
Don't ask me to explain myself because I'm not going too.

Im tired of feeling this way.
I need a way out. Because I don't know how I can feel like
"I can't do this anymore"
and continue to "do this"