gish

i wish someone for me to be infatuated with would manifest.
i mean legitimately infatuated with.

i have a crush on about 700 people
but no one that i focus on.

you: look like gumby a little because you're so tall and skinny
you have a nice smile though
and every time i see you big brother in the hallway
i say out loud
how cute he is too.

you: you're really skinny too.
your Adam's apple looks painful.
and you always look sleepy
and not in the cute way like some people do.
you're little brother resembles you a little
except he's cute and you aren't.
i love you're little brother.
i tell him all the time.

you: i love your laugh and you've got the prettiest brown eyes i've ever seen.
you're smile's really charming
and your arms are really veiny
but you've got a witty sense of humor and hair that never looks like it's in its place.

you: line crossing is ok in my book.
you do it a lot.
and say really crude things
but it's so much fun to talk to you.
your eyes are a really nice blue
and you've got this cute button nose.
you're like a gentle giant.
it's super sweet.
i never know whether to feel a little jealous when i see you with your girlfriend
or to coo at the two of you because you're just so cute.

this is super boring all of the sudden.
id like some salsa sun chips.