To Whom It May Concern

YOU ARE NOT IMPORTANT.

how can we get so upset over things in our lives when all of it
is so
fucking
trivial?

Dear Mrs. Feline,
Don't tell me you're depressed.
Don't tell me things are getting bad.
You're pathetic, and you're lying to yourself
and you should be ashamed
because there are people out there
with real fucking problems
who can't HELP feeling depressed
yet there you are
practically FORCING yourself.
ALL YOU WANT IS ATTENTION.
THAT'S ALL ANYBODY WANTS AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY.

I mean christ
if you need to feel important
which i don't understand either
at least go to yourself for it
and don't rely on others
who will only treat you unimportant
because they feel the exact same way as you.

That's right
what you're feeling? IT'S NOT UNIQUE.
ANY OF IT.
It's just what 34540 other people are feeling in the state you live in alone.

TAKE A STEP OUTSIDE YOUR FUCKING SELF
THEN MAYBE
YOU'LL HAVE A LEGIT REASON TO HATE YOURSELF
AS OPPOSED
TO JUST HATING YOURSELF FOR STUPID SILLY PETTY LITTLE NAIVE TEENAGE REASONS.

If you're a human being
you're a simpleton by nature for Christs sake.
because your main focus
is one little fucking cell
in the entirety of existence;
YOURSELF.

that means you're overly concerned with something that means nothing in the grand scheme of things
except to you.
eat a fucking red mushroom.
grow a few feet.
you're still tiny.


HELLO
I AM A HYPOCRITE...?
At least I can recognize it.

I decided today
that if I had my way
I would move to a planet
on which one side was always dark
so I could drive around in the bed of a pickup truck
laying down
staring at the sky moving above me
and watching the orange street lamps
cast shadows on the ladder racks.