Don't listen to me

really. i mean it, just don't.
it's all bullshit.
and incoherent.
and lacks any sort of cohesive order
and i don't even know if what I'm saying
really quite matches what is going on inside of my head.

i really like hitch hikers guide to the galaxy.
if you wiki it
and read all of the quotes
maybe you'll know why and be able to understand.
because i could try to tell you why
but it would be pointless.

right now, i'm feeling very mindful.
like my senses are are giving me the ability to notice every single little thing that my senses can pick up.
and i like it.
because there's no questioning the things outside of me.

no questioning if i'm perceiving that the purple pencil sitting on this desk is really purple.
no questioning if i'm perceiving the table i sit at as cool
or if
the i'm perceiving sky outside as having clouds.
i need a world of no questions today.