oh my godohmygodohmygodohmygod

i'm so sorry.
i'm so sorry.
i'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorryi'msosorry.
i don't know how to stop.
please don't hate me for this.
please don't hate me.
i don't know what i'm doing.
i don't dictate my actions.
i can't even hear myself think anymore.
and every idea that manifests in my head isn't rational.
oh my god
i'm so sorry.
i'm so sorry.
i'm so sorry.