bugbites

on my thighs from sunday
hahahowironic
that i'm the one with the bugbites
when i was the one
doing the biting.
i'm not so sure this is going to work for me
getting what i say i want
and what i think is ideal
i been trained to sit in the third car
i don't like it, but it's much more comfortable
than sitting in that idealized first car

im not looking for answers anymore.
i'm looking for blue eyespuffy lips
soft hair
sunsunsun
being beautiful
and seeing beauty

nothing's got to be so serious.
somebody take frowns off of all those faces
with fists of smiles
haha haha!