I'm selfish with my feelings and thoughts
and I only want to share them
with people who can't comprehend them
so I stay smarter than all of you.
because i'm just the same as the rest of the world.
i'm a human being
and i want to be something
and it's disgusting.
why can't i just stop trying to BE something to myself.
why can't i just like myself without working towards anything?
why does it piss me off when i feel like people take my ideas
and write them as their own.
STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT.
THEY'RE NOT YOURS YOU STUPID GIRLS.
THEY'RE FUCKING MINE BUT EVERYBODY WHO READS WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY WILL THINK THAT YOU'RE THE ENLIGHTENED ONE, WHEN REALLY YOU'RE ONLY ENLIGHTENED BECAUSE YOU THINK I AM.
and im not.
nobody fucking it.
jesus christ, i don't want to care.
i'm so arrogant.
arrogance is disgusting.
it's foul.
it's decay, and sin, and shit.
even though shit doesn't exist.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
right wrong, nothing is
FUCK nothing, isn't.
REDUNDANT
I shouldn't let you make me want to KILL YOU.
I shouldn't let you make me want to see you dead.
Because you're nothing.
You're just a stupid person.
And people are only significant because WE'RE people.
Human Nature.
REDUNDANT.
But I do fucking hate you.
I hate anybody who thinks they have the right to something without earning it. REDUNDANT.
ARROGANT=ME. I don't fucking want to be.
I can't decipher when I am, and when I'm not.
I can't decipher anything about myself. Because logic may or may not be useful.
REDUNDANT REDUNDANT REDUNDANT.
Miranda, nothing is, because you never know, if any of it can be deciphered. Why?
BECAUSE ALL YOU HAVE IS LOGIC AND EVEN THIS ISN'T RIGHT OR WRONG BECAUSE YOU'RE COMMING TO THE CONCLUSION USING LOGIC.
2 comments:
"why can't i just stop trying to BE something to myself.
why can't i just like myself without working towards anything?
why does it piss me off when i feel like people take my ideas
and write them as their own."
you can't just stop trying to be something of yourself because you're trying to gain or lose.
and if you'd like yourself without working towards anything it wouldn't work. we all have to work at something even if it's just sitting around, it's work but very minimal. we're human and we like to compete and show that we're good with atleast something. then people start noticing your talents and you like yourself because you have that one thing that sticks out about you.
that's why i always feel so low about myself. no matter how i try or even attempt i always get the reminder that i'm no good with anything. i have no talent. i'm just there.
and you get pissed because you want ownership of your own thoughts but other people steal your thoughts and take ownership of them leaving you with nothing.
i understand. it's all about acceptance for me though. because even though i know that it's human nature to need something to work towards, i always make it in my head that there's something pathetic about being a human being.
i don't know why, because pathetic is relative. so i just end up repeating it, to get it out of my head, so maybe it'll go away. :] but it never does.
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